About me

There’s this idea online that if you live a creative or spiritual life, you must wake up at 5am full of inspiration, meditate in silence while the sun rises, journal effortlessly, and glide through your day with perfect balance.

Truthfully… that’s not me.

I’m just like so many of you.

I work a regular job six days a week. My alarm goes off at 6am and mornings are definitely not my jam. If I could choose my perfect start to the day, it would be slow and quiet… coffee in bed, soft blankets, my mind wandering through ideas before the world starts demanding things from me.

Instead, most mornings begin with the harsh jolt of an alarm clock pulling me from sleep that isn’t always consistent these days. Being in my 50s has brought many gifts, but reliable sleep is not one of them.

By 7:30am I’m already in a high-stress environment that often drains me mentally, emotionally, and physically. Some days I come home completely exhausted, with barely enough energy to think clearly, let alone create.

And yet… the creative part of me still exists.

It appears in small moments.

In the evenings when I reach for my watercolours because my soul needs softness more than productivity.
In books stacked beside my bed waiting for the rare nights I’m not too tired to read.
In the quiet joy of learning something new, whether it’s astrology, Human Design, folklore, journaling, or simply how to live a little more gently in a world that moves too fast.

I try to share what I learn here on my blog, hoping that maybe something I discover along the way helps another woman feel less alone in her own journey.

I’m not always consistent.
I don’t run a full-time business.
I’m not someone with endless energy or perfectly scheduled content plans.

I’m a woman balancing work, exhaustion, creativity, dreams, and real life all at once.

One day, I would love for this work to become my full-time path. But as a 3/5 Manifestor with a Pisces Sun and a head full of endless ideas, I often feel like I’m trying to hold stars in my hands while racing against time and energy levels that disappear far too quickly.

Still, I keep creating when I can.

Not because I have mastered life perfectly.
But because creativity, beauty, reflection, and meaning help me survive it.

Maybe that’s enough.

Maybe that’s actually where the magic lives.

This space isn’t about perfection. It’s about creating a more meaningful, mindful, and majikal life in the middle of ordinary days.